I need somebody won't u help me, I need somebody won't you tell me who I am I need somebody please please help me, I need somebody u must tell me who I am I've been livin a lie so long it seems I've lived a life time. If u could see what I feel it would make your ghetto lood like heaven And I believe it stems down from my family situation, I never liked my old man, I couldn't stand to be around him Sometimes I sit all alone just starin at his picture. My heart turns to stone and I think of this (Chorus I)U never loved me u never held me tight, instead u shook me like a beast to wake me up at night u tried to make me think that your ways were best, when all I was was an outlet for all your stress Life it's the ultimate sin, A game with no rules that you're expected to win My personal hell's hidden with a grin Dad take the stand and let the trial begin U said that oil and water don't mix though it seems cool. Keep with your own and don't fuck up our gene pool U should've went to school like your bigger brother, but you played the fool with a different color Runnin ship with a whip, I tried to keep up but I kept getting tripped Money made u so wise, how could u look thru my face and not see your own eyes Do as i say and not as I do, but I can't cuz when I look in the mirror I see u And oh the pain how it hurts, it was always your home and your business that came first U said a man is as good as his word, but your mind was closed and mine never herd They say the nut don't fall far from the tree, look at u then look at me... (Chorus II)U ain't nothin to me u've never been to me, And all u ever gave a damn about was money see So now fuck u man you ain't shit to me, And it's the day that I die of this hate that I'm free Now I know growin up son that it ain't always been easy, and I know at times I was not always there for you We never spent much time just talkin or havin a good time, but understand growin up son I never had a dime So I worked my ass off and I put myself thru college, and everything I have to this day u know I built it all Oh I wish I could go back and change the years that's lost between us, I wish I could take back some of the things I said to you Son I said I'm sorry... Son I said I'm sorry but still u resent me so. Son I said I'm sorry and why do u resent me so (Chorus III)I always loved u I always cared for u, just never wanted U to go thru what I've been thru I tried to raise my fuckin family just the best I know, and now I'm hated like the devil and for what I don't know Dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
