September 29, 1984 Dear so and so Gather me up because I'm lost Or I'm back where I started from I'm crawling on the floor rolling on the ground I might cry I won't go home
I am turning up in circles And I'm spinning on my knuckles Don't forget that there are circles left undone And very close to me Forgive me comfort me I'm crawling on the floor rolling on the ground
There's a blanket wrapped around my head I'm moving in a line that's shaped like this I'm holding in my breath I have a room Can you tell if I am lying Don't forget I'm living inside the space where walls and floor meet There's a box insied my chest An animal stuffed with my frustrations Can you hear me?
Don't forget that I'm alone when you're away You make me act like other people do forgive me Comfort me You comfort me You make me die I'm gonna cry I won't go home
Don't kill the god of sadness Just don't let her get you down See the man inside this book I read can't handle his own head So what the hell am I supposed to do ? I wonder how he died My hands are shaking don't you love me anymore I only need a person, keep my shoulders Stand around lie down move your hand above the floor
Gather me up because I'm lost Or I'm back where I started from I'm crawling on the floor rolling on the ground I'm gonna cry you look for me
