kind of upset but I shouldn't be when things go smoothly invent problems in my stupid head what's wrong with getting by on what gets you by I know it's no big deal but why do I feel stupid when head my is happy what happened to my imagination how can things be so un-intense? can I arrange to be deranged thought I might be there forgot the shortcut there I know I won't be there forgot the shortcut there thought I might be there thought I was already there but forgot the shortcut there I know I won't be there I know I've never been there forgot the shortcut there
